My tears hold my fears

Everyday is agony
Nobody there
Just the voice of my own
The painful memories that haunt me
The whispering words of hate growing louder and louder
Thrumming in my ears
Everyday I open my eyes
Hoping for the acrimony to disappear
How stupid I am to think that it would work
I close my hands into fists
Closing my eyes
Listening to the raindrops
Burst into a million more and roll away
Glaring at the bright sun
Hating it for being so bright
Wishing for the wind to blow me away from this world
Thinking that the ice will freeze me to death
For the pain to shatter into pieces
And I’ll be free